She looked outside the window. The sky was crying and so was her heart. But outside, she just smiled and pretended that nothing was wrong. She may not be good in faking smiles, but this time, she really need to fake her smile. So her parents wouldn't know that she was having too many problems. She didn't want her siblings to know too. So she kept laughing to her siblings' jokes. And again, pretended that nothing was wrong.
All of her negative thoughts were haunting her. Her guilty feeling came again. It was killing her literally. She has always has this fear inside of her. The fear of the past repeating again. She felt like no one deserved her. People would be a lot happier if she never existed. She felt that she was just.....a loser. Pathetic. Worthless. Useless. And all the negative trait she could think of.
Sunday 5 May 2013
Saturday 4 May 2013
Hlovate,Anthem
That moment when the famous person that you admire the most noticed your existence. Best. Moment. Ever. It's indescribable. So the last post I wrote about Joe Brooks noticing my existence. But this one, I'm gonna write about this one local author, that I admire the most, noticing my existence.
There was this one day. I was stressed due to some personal problems and also stressed due to exams. I decided to shake my worries and stressed away by checking my fb and twitter. I checked the fb notifications the moment I checked my fb. AND GUESS WHAT? There was this noti, it read, "Hlovate commented on your wall post" Iwas a lil blurry at that time. Didn't know what it meant exactly. So I clicked on it.
Jeng jeng jeng... *drum roll please*
I saw that Hlovate COMMENTED ON MY WALL POST! The wall post was sent a year ago, ya know? Eh, not exactly. I posted on her wall on Dec 2011 actually. Well, back to the story, HLOVATE COMMENTED ON MY WALL POST. I seriously enjoyed her writing. And this happened a few afters I finished reading her latest novel; Anthem. Hehe.
I wish I could put the printscreen, but sorry Ican't don't want to cuz I want to stay as anon. Hehe sorry.
There was this one day. I was stressed due to some personal problems and also stressed due to exams. I decided to shake my worries and stressed away by checking my fb and twitter. I checked the fb notifications the moment I checked my fb. AND GUESS WHAT? There was this noti, it read, "Hlovate commented on your wall post" Iwas a lil blurry at that time. Didn't know what it meant exactly. So I clicked on it.
Jeng jeng jeng... *drum roll please*
I saw that Hlovate COMMENTED ON MY WALL POST! The wall post was sent a year ago, ya know? Eh, not exactly. I posted on her wall on Dec 2011 actually. Well, back to the story, HLOVATE COMMENTED ON MY WALL POST. I seriously enjoyed her writing. And this happened a few afters I finished reading her latest novel; Anthem. Hehe.
I wish I could put the printscreen, but sorry I
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