She felt
sad. Alone. Empty. Frankly speaking, she didn't really what she felt. A mixture
of all the bad feelings. She wiped her tears and tried her best to stop crying.
She then
picked up the holy Quran and opened the page from when left off yesterday. She
read the whole page and then read the meaning of those 'ayat'.
"Dan
kami menguji kamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan & kekurangan harta,
jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan sampailah kabar kepada orang-orang yang sabar
(iaitu)
orang-orang yg apabila ditimpa musibah mereka berkata 'Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un (sesungguhnya kami
milik Allah dan kepada-Nyalah kami kembali'
Merekalah
yang memperoleh ampunan & rahmat dari Tuhannya dan merekalah orang-orang
yang mendapat petunjuk)
(Surah
Al-Baqarah, ayat 155-157)
She read
those three 'ayat' over and over again. Tears of……sadness and happiness rolled down her
cheeks. She felt like God immediately responded. She felt like God was there.
All along. She was grateful for that. More than grateful.
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